I want to blog so badly, but I am intimidated by the concept of blogging! I feel that I have nothing blogworthy to talk about in my life! I want to write because... well, let's be honest here. I'm out of school. I'm unemployed. I can't just sit here and let my brain rot anymore. I am just going to force myself to write as often as i can in hopes that by conditioning myself to blog, and blog OFTEN, I'll get back in the swing of writing enough that soon perhaps something interesting will come out of my mouth.
Ultimately, I would like do something productive to share my passion for healthy living (especially fresh healthy and tasty food!) with others. I don't know if I will ever have the confidence or courage to allow the world into my life that openly though.
I like to think I am pretty healthy. And I'm obsessed with food. The problem is, my life is in such a state of flux right now, it's hard to really get into the rhythm of exercising and cooking. 6 months ago I would not have predicted this but I seem to be... yearning for some stability? Odd. Not that that's in any way guaranteed or even expected seeing as I am currently searching for jobs all over, I plan on going to grad school in the next few years, my friends are scattered and the place where I am currently residing (my parents) is the place which I am looking to escape, asap. And I don't have a boyfriend which, maybe I am making this up, but seems like it would be a somewhat grounding factor? Err, well, I don't anymore.
So in conclusion, I want stability but I am not at all ready, and I want a relationship but am not yet willing to compromise. I am just a bundle of contradictions these days.
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